Monday, January 4, 2010


I am really really crappy at resolutions. REALLY CRAPPY.

This year I need some though. And I need to stick to them.

FIRST: Get rid of the 10 lbs that I have gained since school started in August. UGHHH. It turns out I am an emotional eater and every emotion makes me want to eat food that is bad for me. Also seems I have had an emotional few months. Not a good combination for someone who was dealt the fat cards. I started today with Jillian Micheals 30 Day Shred AND my treadmill. And no chocolate!!! (so far anyway)

LAST: Have you ever had the feeling that you want to do something more in the world? Lately I feel that way and I just can't shake it. Problem: I don't know what to do. What really could there for ME to do? So throughout the year I plan to figure it out. I barely seem to get through each day without losing my mind, in fact some days by dinner time I have completely lost it. So for now I'll start small. I'll be more patient, kind, and happy. I'll be a better mom, wife, daughter, sister and friend. I'll gain a closer realtionship with my Savior. And maybe if I just do these few simple things every day then by the end of the year I can figure out what I can do that is just a little bit bigger. Did that make sense to anybody???


Jenny said...

u r awesome!

Molly said...

You are one of those people who are always doing good for don't be too hard on yourself. When Junior was a baby and I wanted to feel better about myself, I did extraction work online. I believe.